I have so much to say, but more often than not I haven’t the words. My Head is filled with thoughts. My chest is filled with emotions. But the words remain elusive. I ache with the need to express myself. I long to simply open myself up and let it all pour out. I wish and pray and hope that someone, anyone will understand. It hurts. It’s a physical pain. And dear God I would give anything for this pain to go away. Anything for a moment’s peace. Anything for a quiet mind and the space to breathe. Anything to release the flow of words and emotions.